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| This photo was taken at Tagaytay last Sunday. Wala lang. I just need an intro pic. That was foggy, and that song was "Comfortable" by Lauv |
To be honest, I become desperate and frustrated in learning those CSS, Javascript, etc. to be able to revamp my blog. But I kennat anderstand dem deyyyym huhuhu (cannot understand them). I'm so sorry, I quit learning them and let my blog layouts in the most basic theme. Huhuhuh! I really need some expert help. Someone teach me.
Well anyways, I have too much thoughts running in my head, but I cannot composed a particular blog post. A "Sunday Currently" might help. So...
CURRENTLY
Haha nothing in particular. (Omg, this is so plain. What am I doing with my life? *cries*)
Writing
The Sunday Currently 7, and this reminds me the need to update my journal again.
Listening
to these heartbreaking songs:
"Bulong" - December Avenue
"Walls" - Juan Miguel Severo
"Balewala" - Brimsom
"I'm a Mess" - Ed Sheeran
"Too much to Ask" - Niall Horan
"Bulong" - December Avenue
"Walls" - Juan Miguel Severo
"Balewala" - Brimsom
"I'm a Mess" - Ed Sheeran
"Too much to Ask" - Niall Horan
Thinking
about plenty of things: work matters, and what the weather would be like these coming days
Smelling
my blanket (na bagong palit pero bakit amoy laway pa din. ew)
Wishing
For a superpower. The ability to read someone's mind. Para 'di na lang ako magtatanong kasi alam ko na sagot. Haha charot!
Hoping
For a better weather. Grabe na kasi yung ulan. Dami dami daw LPA and Tropical depression pero nung nakaraan ang lala ng init. Grabe haaaaa! Saan na ba yung tamang panahon?
Wearing
A gray shirt from Enchanted Kingdom and a checkered cotton shorts
Loving
Those long weekend vacation memories. hayyyyyy. I wish long weekends are "longer". But it pains me when I remembered those days end "that" fast.
Wanting
To cry. A LOT! I don't know, it seems that these thoughts swallowed me whole and my heart is heavy. Maybe I just need someone to talk to. ðŸ˜
To cry. A LOT! I don't know, it seems that these thoughts swallowed me whole and my heart is heavy. Maybe I just need someone to talk to. ðŸ˜
Needing
To finish another presentation/ accomplishment report.
To finish another presentation/ accomplishment report.
And someone to talk over things. Over coffee.
Feeling
upset? sad? tired? confused? scared? I don't know. I hate this feeling that I was going back to my old self these past few days because of these "thoughts" I am too scared to reveal. Magulo isip ko, ganern. I was always asked if I am okay and I always responded yes. But when things started to cloud my mind again, it was like I am drowning to everything. I tried to divert my thoughts, but it was too overwhelming, and I'll just end up wanting to cry so much, thinking that would be the only way. Pero hindi naman naiyak. Gahd, this mind is like a puzzle I cannot solve, or a maze I cannot escape.
But this is a phase of life, right? Hindi lahat ng araw masaya ka. Oo, ang lungkot pero iniisip ko din yung dahilan bakit ako nalulungkot. Saan banda? Nag-iinarte ba ko kaya ako ganito? I ask these things to myself these days. Or maybe I was too stressed to everything at kung anu-ano na lang pumapasok sa isip ko.
These days, when I figure these out, mai-blog. Chareng.
P.S: Uyyyy thank you ha, kung meron pa ding kahit papaano eh nag aaksaya ng panahon kakabasa ng blog ko. Di na po ako marunong sa english, kaya siguro malimit na ko sa pagpopost. (ayun Wishing: for my writing talent to return to me, just like college days hahahahah!)
Uyyy, wait again. I remembered before going home last sunday, I was able to attend the last Holy Mass scheduled that day. Dito siguro nagstart yung pagka-overwhelmed ko with things. I love hearing these kind of homilies, yung tumatagos sa puso. Sabi ni Father, huwag daw gawin na lang palaging "option" si God, lalo na kung may problema, dun ka lang lalapit, etc. And he leave this thought before ending the homily:
Sobrang dami ko nang utang, like and dami kong concert na napuntahan! Ask me those some other time and I'll tell you all.
But this is a phase of life, right? Hindi lahat ng araw masaya ka. Oo, ang lungkot pero iniisip ko din yung dahilan bakit ako nalulungkot. Saan banda? Nag-iinarte ba ko kaya ako ganito? I ask these things to myself these days. Or maybe I was too stressed to everything at kung anu-ano na lang pumapasok sa isip ko.
These days, when I figure these out, mai-blog. Chareng.
P.S: Uyyyy thank you ha, kung meron pa ding kahit papaano eh nag aaksaya ng panahon kakabasa ng blog ko. Di na po ako marunong sa english, kaya siguro malimit na ko sa pagpopost. (ayun Wishing: for my writing talent to return to me, just like college days hahahahah!)
Uyyy, wait again. I remembered before going home last sunday, I was able to attend the last Holy Mass scheduled that day. Dito siguro nagstart yung pagka-overwhelmed ko with things. I love hearing these kind of homilies, yung tumatagos sa puso. Sabi ni Father, huwag daw gawin na lang palaging "option" si God, lalo na kung may problema, dun ka lang lalapit, etc. And he leave this thought before ending the homily:
Sobrang dami ko nang utang, like and dami kong concert na napuntahan! Ask me those some other time and I'll tell you all.
