matanda na? haha. i still feel young. but no maturity at all. kung yung laging nagcecelebrate ng 1st birthday ay something special, ang 7th ay cute, a big leap on being a debutante at eighteen, well for me, being on twenty three takes my life seems slow. but i am loving it! parang pagkain, ninanamnam lang ang sarap
and i would love to stay longer at this stage. its like telling me to take my time. but still, i have to get going, or else, i might be left behind.
and because it was another year to celebrate my very own day, instead of wishing that someone would give me this, would provide me by that, or would take me somewhere (though i had done bragging bout it. haha oops), i make up to it to fulfill my very own wishes by actually doing it! but still, i have my friends and family who (always) make me special, they still make wishes granted for me. i still have many wishes, hopes and dreams, not only for myself, but for the people around me. hindi din naman magiging posible 'ako' kung wala 'sila/kayo'. and though life, sometimes, brings me down under any circumstances (or even without any reason, yung mga pa-emo lang) I know I am always blessed, not only by this day, not only for those prayers and wishes granted, but also because for those good things, best things in life na hindi mo naman hinihingi, pero binibigay Niya, in the most unexpected ways, and without any reasons. maybe yes there is, and i still have to find it out. but i believe it's good.
kaya sabi ko nga sa facebook status message ko last night, i want to take this opportunity to thank each and everyone who greet me, who knew me all along, whom i had just met, whom i'd shared my life with, and whom i had within this 23 years of my life. howmeyged! twenty-three fruitful years, with ups and downs, failures and success, challenges, etc., but most of all, BLESSINGS from God, for making my every day just like a birthday, for He did not fail to wake me up and tell me to face each day, may it'll be bad or may it'll be good
so another a HAPPY BIRTHDAY for me indeed! *bow*
