frndz..
gx2 q lng pu humingi ng sori s dq pgpnta khp0n..belated hapi frndsary pu pla..aun,mukhng ngenjoy nman kau kht wla aq..
to be honst,my prob.lng pu tlga q kea pu d aq nkpnta khp0n..family problm..gus2 qng pmunta..pro kxe mrmi ng iniisp d2,mrmi ng pgdu2da..hndi nq honest s knla..which is true nmn..hndi n totoo ung mga dhlan q..i hve nothing to be excused now..
pro guyz,dq kau cnisisi d2,never will!!frndz q kau and lhat kya qng gwin pra sa inyo..pro gz2 q mng gumawa ng mga bgay,gz2 q in a honest way.hndi lng sa inyo,pro s lhat ng tao..
alam niu nman n open aq s lht ng bgay pgdtng sa inyo..feeling q kxe knakarma nq s lhat ng bgay n gngwa q..feeling q lhat mali..hndi mn mali s inyo,pr0 tnatago q s iba dhl pgdtng s knla,d tma ung mga gngwa q..
kagustuhan q lhat ng gngwa q,so there's nothing to be worried about it..ayoko n po ng my tntgo aq ngaun s iba..
so,xnxia pu kng hndi ndn aq mk2sma s ibang gala nxt tym..ibg sbhn lng pu nun,wla nqng maidadahlan..sna pu d kau nga2lit,ngt2mpo, or mgalit at mgtmp0 skn dhl d2..mskit skn to dhl bka icpn niu n d aq gmagwa ng praan pra mksma kau..kng pwde q lng sbhn n aalis aq dhl gux2 qng gumala kxma kau,g2wn q..pro alam nmn ntn ung kla2bsan db?!disappointing lng..
mrmi aqng gs2ng gwn kxma kau, pro cmula ngaun, blik nnman ako s hawla..wlng freedom..just for d sake of this honesty to them..
wg niu dn ako snang gwing dhlan pra d ndn kau sumama s kht anong lakad n pnaplano niu..u always shud deserve an enjoyment even without me..wg niu sna dng sbhng hndi dn nman kau mgeenjoy kze wla aq..wg niu pung icpng isa aqng kwlan pg wla aq..hnda pdn nman pu qng 2mulong pg anjn aq at kng kailngn niu mn aq..
lam q my undrstndng ang mga frndz q..kya sna naiintndhn niu 2..icpn niu mng mdrama 2,pro 22o pu kxe to..
sori pu kng bka iniicp niu n pti 2ng problmang 2 dndla q s inyo..cnsbi q lng nman pu 2 pra d ndn pu kau mgtn0ng o mgtaka nxt tym..wg niu pu snang icpng kdmay kau d2 ah..akn lng pu 2..im just explaining things 2 u..
sori pu ulet..mrming mrming 'sorry'..
iluvyah :'(
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
.ex-pi. (short for experience)
whew!!so happy..another successful case presentation has come and gone..although the case was revised, atleast it's not a repeat presentation..ΓΌ
i didn't like my first experience in e.r yesterday..i had the feeling of amazement and excitement. it's like my inner senses are jumping and telling: 'at last!!i'll be escaping the boredom life in ward. i'll be out for some challenging (okay lang khit toxic!) experience in e.r'. and i really don't like it. what happened? i experienced removing suture, which is, although, good. kaso palpak!! mega nginig nginig pa yung kamay ko na 'di mawari kung pa'no hahawakan yung forceps. kada hila nung tahi/sinulid na tinatanggal qu, umaaray tuloy yung pasyente ko. ayun,feeling ko tuloy me galit skin un..haha..
so much for mistakes, and not much of a sermon from my instructor. but still, it's a heck of unwanted thing. though i gained 0.5exp. don't know if people were just stressed out,or something. or we're just like preheated like a food in a pan. resulting to culture shock. we're people who stepped through a 'panic' floor.
but still, it's all fine. as long as the Lord above had answered my prayers, latter experiences are all fine. still okay. at least,i gained that 0.5. it was still a half value of a one. maybe i'll earn the other half, and another whole. hopefully.
lessons are learned from super mistakes. be well behave. what a moral thing i learned after that almost 32 hrs.exposure.
..and wards are somewhat boring. when your patient is not applicable of having his medication at your shift.
looking forward on the next rotation.
i didn't like my first experience in e.r yesterday..i had the feeling of amazement and excitement. it's like my inner senses are jumping and telling: 'at last!!i'll be escaping the boredom life in ward. i'll be out for some challenging (okay lang khit toxic!) experience in e.r'. and i really don't like it. what happened? i experienced removing suture, which is, although, good. kaso palpak!! mega nginig nginig pa yung kamay ko na 'di mawari kung pa'no hahawakan yung forceps. kada hila nung tahi/sinulid na tinatanggal qu, umaaray tuloy yung pasyente ko. ayun,feeling ko tuloy me galit skin un..haha..
so much for mistakes, and not much of a sermon from my instructor. but still, it's a heck of unwanted thing. though i gained 0.5exp. don't know if people were just stressed out,or something. or we're just like preheated like a food in a pan. resulting to culture shock. we're people who stepped through a 'panic' floor.
but still, it's all fine. as long as the Lord above had answered my prayers, latter experiences are all fine. still okay. at least,i gained that 0.5. it was still a half value of a one. maybe i'll earn the other half, and another whole. hopefully.
lessons are learned from super mistakes. be well behave. what a moral thing i learned after that almost 32 hrs.exposure.
..and wards are somewhat boring. when your patient is not applicable of having his medication at your shift.
looking forward on the next rotation.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
.i had been...
pleasure!!
it's been a while since i've last posted another blog. well, i've been busy finding unknown readers. that is,if i have any.hindi na din ako naadik kaka-blog eh.ewan ko ba?!it seems that i haven't anything to post.i just don't like posting dramas from now on.bagong buhay?!haha..:D
been so happy these last few days.we passed our first ncm101 case study presentation.and at last made a history on my unciano life:)..because,(stating again)as most of all know that my first ever case flopped,(which is also stated at my previous blogs below,so better read it if you're one of the inocent.haha), and that's part of past,so i don't want it to be remembered.haha. then,been sick for a few days before the presentation.
duties? quite tiring, but not toxic.maybe lame! never been into hands-on activities such as giving meds, IV regulations,etc. i get so bored and so tired stucked up on always taking v/s.
issues on luv: don't care. excluding the fact that i am finally sure,to myself and to all the people around, that now, i finally had moved on. without the 'buts'. i don't care whether some doesn't or will never believe on the words i have said. i don't care how they think 'bout it, and i really won't care if he'll continue throwing silly jokes, cheesy lines, or even make hard banats. it's not a big deal to me now. it's all 'deadma' nlang.
hapi nga ba q?? oo,pero my times cguro na nagdududa pa q. but of course, it'll end up in the same thing. i've let go, and i've moved on. kadesperadahan nlang ang klaban ko. pro xempre, wla din aqng pake dun. i have my own priorities in life, and i dont have any time considering that thing. there's plenty of time for such thing. if it's faith who'll bring somebody to me, i'm always open to accept it. besides,i'm still here, still waiting.
currently, i'm just focused on my studies eventhough im not satisfied with some of the things. i am happy in the company of my friends. i am having good times, but still, i suffer on bad things sometimes. and here i am,surviving.
'i could have been worse, but doing better (and still staying STRONG).'
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.
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..pa-nosebleed lang.baket ba?!haha.:D
it's been a while since i've last posted another blog. well, i've been busy finding unknown readers. that is,if i have any.hindi na din ako naadik kaka-blog eh.ewan ko ba?!it seems that i haven't anything to post.i just don't like posting dramas from now on.bagong buhay?!haha..:D
been so happy these last few days.we passed our first ncm101 case study presentation.and at last made a history on my unciano life:)..because,(stating again)as most of all know that my first ever case flopped,(which is also stated at my previous blogs below,so better read it if you're one of the inocent.haha), and that's part of past,so i don't want it to be remembered.haha. then,been sick for a few days before the presentation.
duties? quite tiring, but not toxic.maybe lame! never been into hands-on activities such as giving meds, IV regulations,etc. i get so bored and so tired stucked up on always taking v/s.
issues on luv: don't care. excluding the fact that i am finally sure,to myself and to all the people around, that now, i finally had moved on. without the 'buts'. i don't care whether some doesn't or will never believe on the words i have said. i don't care how they think 'bout it, and i really won't care if he'll continue throwing silly jokes, cheesy lines, or even make hard banats. it's not a big deal to me now. it's all 'deadma' nlang.
hapi nga ba q?? oo,pero my times cguro na nagdududa pa q. but of course, it'll end up in the same thing. i've let go, and i've moved on. kadesperadahan nlang ang klaban ko. pro xempre, wla din aqng pake dun. i have my own priorities in life, and i dont have any time considering that thing. there's plenty of time for such thing. if it's faith who'll bring somebody to me, i'm always open to accept it. besides,i'm still here, still waiting.
currently, i'm just focused on my studies eventhough im not satisfied with some of the things. i am happy in the company of my friends. i am having good times, but still, i suffer on bad things sometimes. and here i am,surviving.
'i could have been worse, but doing better (and still staying STRONG).'
.
.
.
..pa-nosebleed lang.baket ba?!haha.:D
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